YSaturday, August 19, 2006
now i suddenly realize that i'm actually a paranoid. seriously.
suddenly, i'm afraid of losing my friends.
i'm afraid talking to my crush, because i'm afraid he will freak out. (wait. can a freak freaking out?)
i'm afraid of being alone
i'm really really afraid when no one reply my text. it's like I always have some kind of stupid imagination they mad at me because of my text. (yes, silly i know.)
i'm afraid of dark
suddenly i have stupid nightmares. yes, nightmares. but stupid.
i dreamt my friend went to london and leaved me alone.
i dreamt having a baby at my 15th birthday.
stupid.
is it normal?
Ardna took her pride away at