YMonday, February 13, 2006
mmmmmmm
gue lagi buka buka my pictures and menemukan beberapa foto mengharukan....
drama ku..
gosh. cannot describe how i love you all... kalian tuh keluarga gue.. hihi. where i can leave all my fakeness and laugh as loud as i can. guys, love u.
"daddy daddyy" i never feel a love from a real "daddy daddy" before, u make me sad and make me laugh.. u are the one who create confident inside me. i know ur love is temporarrrrrrrry i know rite now i'm mad at u and u seem don't care about me A BIT. but hey. thank you for the confident and memories. someday when my ego is not big as i have now.. i"ll go and say thank you.. hehehehe
sayang ya. time has passed and would never never ever come back.
oh love, love, please stay
oh memories, please stay.
windy wind. tell them that i love them
Ardna took her pride away at
i don't hate them..
gue cuman enggak nyaman aja lama lama bareng. soalnya ketawa gue palsu. gue aja enggak yakin gue dideket mereka enggak palsu. soalnya gue sendiri palsu. bukannya gue nuduh mereka palsu. cuman.. yah begitu deh.
i look around me and i feel.. fake. fake fake fake.
things around me are fake fake fake
people around me use masks as thick as the can to cover themself.
manguburkan diri sendiri di balik topeng kemunafikan dan tawa tak tulus
kemana perginya hati nurani? kemana perginya jiwa suci?
kemana perginya kebahagiaan yang dulu terpancar di mata?
it's all fake fake fake now.
and i take a look at the mirror.. looking those eyes, lips...
and i see it too, clearly. fake fake fake fake darlin'
Ardna took her pride away at